totally forgot to blog about SINGAPORE IDOL. LOL

okay, so sezairi won. LOL. thats okay as in hes not bad too. :D sylvia is also good. the fact that they were in the finals proves that singapore isn't that deaf. LOL. whoever wins is good. yup yup. & the song TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL that ken lim wrote was nice! :D

somehow, this grand finals of singapore idol this season is better than the rest. LOL dunno why. the songs are nicer, the singers are better and ya, it sort of inspired me to find something that i really like to do and work towards it, but ya. easier said than done.

it sucks when the future is unclear. -.- like you don't know where to go and don't know what to aim for. so your mind just wanders and think about stuff you really don't want to think about.

bad romance is like stuck in my head now. i want your love and your lover's revenge~ OH OH OH OH~~ LOL. cannot its really stuck in my head. pearlin and i were singing it just now.

i had this super random dream last night. everyone was at this funfair in school & suddenly, rieka, ninnart and i were sitting some roller coaster. LOL. then the other day, can't remember dream because it was at the climax of the dream if i am not wrong then i was awaken by my stupid alarm clock. the only thing i can remember is that hh was in the dream. LOL. my brain is super cocked up recently.

anyway, WHY HAVEN'T THEY ANNOUNCE THE DAY OF RELEASE OF THE RESULTS?! D: stupid sia, i'm starting to freak out. plus i'm not the only one. HELLO WE WANT TO KNOW WHEN ITS COMING OUT! after self-proclaiming that my name will be on the screen next year yesterday, i realised that hey, actually i don't think my name will be there. bloody shit sia. GAGA OHH LALA~

so anyway went out with my mom on sunday. collected books for mrs ng on monday and went out with derick and pearlin today. we watched sherlock holmes, went co & came to my house to play band heroes.

LIFE, please have some meaning from now on.

i tried to start watching another show because i'm catching up with the latest gossip girl episode, but the other shows just feel like those 'bitch-show' wannabe. i tried watching 10 things i hate about you. its okay not that bad but i seriously don't get whats so funny about the first episode of the big bang theory.

anyway, went to rent movies with my bro and pearlin. watched coraline and he's just not that into you. still got three more shows to watch. muahahahahhaha. spaming the last few days of this year watching movies that i didn't get to watch the whole of this year which includes seventeen again and 27 dresses. :D

oh, i've started to read eclipse. :) i made it pass the first few chapters. i'm so going to finish the book by err... maybe next week? dan brown has a new book. LOL random but ya.

& sian. derick they all going to play majong on monday and i got work D: guess i'll have to learn how to play next time. blah.

oh oh, hilary duff is in gossip girl. somehow its just weird.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! :D

just yesterday night i was wondering what i do every christmas. this morning, i woke up to realise that all my christmas was spent watching tv, you know they have christmas specials every christmas and every other festive season. well this year, its something different. pearlin, my bro and i went to watch the ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2 :D the queue was super long, for both tickets and popcorn, so i was discouraged from queueing for a long time to actually buy popcorn. SO TADA, no popcorn wasted. :) pearlin had to go to church so i went to thomson plaza with my bro with the intention to rent some dvds to watch tonight, but i didn't bring my ic, so bye bye movies. ate lunch with him at kfc while and waited for my mom and dad to pick us up.

another different thing this christmas is the urge to improve myself. LOL. weird but ya. i have the urge to read books that are non-fiction and i actually bother looking at the 'self-improvement books' shelf. LOL the book 'How To Stay Happy In Difficult Times' attracted my attention. XD it sort of made me realise how dramatic this year has been. like seriously. comparing lives with ppl i know, life cannot get more dramatic. at the beginning of the year, we were still going 'omg, we're sec four already'. all of a sudden, syf is over. we start stressing for mid years. june holidays were spent slacking. problems, drama & crap happened. plus the fact i actually forgot syf was this year. prelims came and went. O levels started and ended just a few weeks ago. there was a spam going out period. i got my first job, went back co as an alumni for the first time and the first late night of many to come i think as time pass. (& some random auntie just called my phone and keep asking 'eileen isit?' like err okay, you got the wrong number LOL) blah, why am i crapping about my life this year. ya, so actually it sounds very un-dramatic, but if you actually add the details... life has been a drama queen.

okay, maybe i'm the one being dramatic. however, this year is going to end. just like how things pass, in a flash. its really fast! D: next friday is next year, 2010. the start of, hopefully, a JC life. AHHHHHHHHHH~ LOL JC sound so old XD

blah i shall stop crapping..

seriously, fishville is getting boring D: i need to find something else to play. secrets by one republic is NICE! :D don't know how old that song is but its really not bad!

although christmas is coming, there is no jolly mood or christmas spirit. -.- no parties whatsoever. maybe watching Alvin & the Chipmunks will help. LOL & maybe start listening to christmas songs. jingle bells~ but the one republic song is damn nice! :D

Secrets
One Republic


I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

went to pearlin's house with maruay after work yesterday to play chocobo. LOL. its the don't know how many time we went already. but ya, since he went back this morning, ya we went again. played until 8pm plus then go home.

called maruay during work before he went on the plane. LOL. cos work was super slack, nobody else other than friends were around. so we slacked. XD & i really mean slack. the most slack working session i've ever had XD then went to sent ninnart and then came home.

so life's like that.

All The Right Moves
One Republic


All the right friends
In all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got all the right moves
In all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Let's paint the picture
Of the perfect place
They've got it better then when anyone's told ya
They'll be the King of Hearts, and your the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they've got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up, but soon they'll take us down
Before anybody's knowing our name

They've got...

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear, and the sounds you like
Are we just sinking the ocean of faces?
It can't be possible... the rain can fall
Only when it's over our heads.
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away.
Over the world that's dead.

They've got, they've got...

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
(Repeat Once)

They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

It don't matter what you see
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say
I know I could never fake
Someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
(Repeat once)

They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Yeah, we're going down(repeat twice)

All the right moves... heeey
Yeah we're going down
They say
All the right moves... heeey
Yeah we're going down

i didn't know my cousin knew me so well :) we don't talk much recently and hardly spend time together now. okay, i'm just very touched. LOL :D

okay, so yesterday.. maruay, benedict and me went to watch pearlin perform. i forgot to tell them dinner is provided so they ate before came. met sebastian. he's nice. damn funny and drama, plus he clicks with maruay. LOL watched the performance, talked a bit and went home. didn't go co farewell cos no one went and it was too late by then too. i'm sorry...

today, met ninnart! :D with her accent XD we met her at bishan mrt then we went to buy the tickets. we watched avatar, the blue ppl who are 3m tall. its not bad, just a little too long that i keep fidgeting. LOL & popcorn and drink sort of went to waste again. -.- then we went to pizza hut for lunch. we wanted to go to the playground but ya, got ppl. so it wasn't exactly a nice spot to be. so we ended up eating ice-cream at macs. took some photos. LOL we took photo with ronald macdonald. LOL. its like as though we never see macs in our lives before. LOL ninnart went to pasir ris then we ended up going home. okay at least they ended up going home. i roamed on my way home. i guess the previous time which i said i will never walk home from j8 again is all crap lol today was even worse. walked almost all the way to thomsan and still make one round before going back home. tomorrow can die.. D:

ohh, disgusting frogs at my workplace, i'm coming back. -.- & i've decided to close an eye. maybe both, but i tink i will end up opening both -.- sometimes life is like that. live it, live like we're dying.

some people are just blind, seriously. -.-

& frogs are disgusting. small and big, both disgusting. LOL

i think my head has become a little cocked up after prom. LOL. i started to like things i usually don't like and do things, comment on things, feel and think about things very differently. firstly, i wasn't very enthusiastic about nail polish and their different colours. after prom, after i got my nails painted and after the nail polish glitter shined under the sunlight while i was playing bball i started liking nail polish and glitters. LOL secondly, i'm not that against wearing dresses anymore. thirdly, okay i don't think its because of prom but it happened after prom, i feel like doing stuff i don't usually do. err like going to pearlin's house and paint our nails blue. LOL. like blue, seriously. can you believe it? i still can't believe we did it. LOL

ohh, plus after prom, i have more urge to go shopping. plus pearlin seems to have a lot of things to buy so i go shopping every saturday. LOL.

hmmmm, LALALALALALALALALA~ christmas is coming! :D

okay, this sounds lame but liar liar, pants on fire. the truth comes out, it always does :)

okay, i didn't mean it. D: DIE, SHIT. -.-
damn damn damn damn damn damn.

anyway, CHUCK AND BLAIR ARE TOGETHER :D FINALLY! :)

LOL i'm using my old blogskin again. XD

somehow i feel happier looking at a retarded picture of patrick than a back of a girl who is sitting on a swing.

so anyway.. today was a little dramatic during work. pearlin almost died, like literally almost die. okay but people yup, shes alive. LOL she almost choke cos we were laughing like shit while drinking water. we suddenly went high and we even made the other ppl laugh at us. LOL so ya, you can imagine how hard we were laughing. met pamela on the way back too. :) oh and yesterday i met david on the way back too. my mother did OT in the end and never fetch me yesterday -.- but somewhat its good lar, gotta meet ppl. lets hope i see more friends i haven't seen since prom. omg, i want to go back to school. in school, you meet everybody. but during the hols, everybody is like m.i.a. D:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ though i'm out everyday, i still want to go out with friends more often! ninnart is coming back! :D